I'm sure you've all heard some version or another of what we'll call the traveler's song -- the tune telling of the lonely miles, the unfamiliar faces, and the days upon endless days where conversation with yourself is actually stimulating. Thus, no need to expound on this timeless ballad, but suffice it to say that over the past few years I’ve had my share of lonely days (not to be confused with days "alone," a necessity!). Peppered amongst the loneliest of my lonely days, however, were spicy personalities that seasoned my life at just the right moment. And, it's these spices of life that I end up counting on years later, when the lonely days reappear. During one of these reappearances last year, when everything was off and I was sad and ached for something familiar, I wrote to one of the more poetic seasonings in my spice rack. The response from this friend was too good not to share. Perhaps when others are having a rough day they can read this poem, appropriately titled "Happiness," and smile. I have included some of the text from the email.
“i also was thinking of you, perhaps it was yesterday, or the day before, but more than once, and oh yes because i'm reading a jared diamond book about collapsed societies (you see what kind of mood i'm in) and i was simply respecting the fact of studying something solid, like dung beetles, not these floaty words. but that you would turn to me for words i'm thankful as well.
so for us both a poem, or part of one, because the epigraph (which i cut) was totally unnecessary, and really the whole second half (which I cut) was extraneous commentary on the first, which, i think you'll agree, reaches a brilliant apogee. i hope it makes you smile:
Happiness
Melvin,
the large collie
who lives in the red house
at the end of my daily run
is happy,
happy to see me
even now,
in February--
a month of low skies
and slowly melting snow.
His yard
has turned almost
entirely to mud--
but so what?
Today,
as if to please me,
he has torn apart
and scattered
everywhere
a yellow plastic bucket
the color of forsythia
or daffodils . . .
And now
in a transport
of cross-eyed
muddy ecstasy,
he has placed
his filthy two front paws
together
on the top pipe
of his sagging cyclone fence—
drooling a little,
his tail
wagging furiously,
until finally,
as if I were God's angel himself—
fulgent,
blinding,
aflame
with news of the Resurrection,
I give him a biscuit
instead.
--Michael Van Walleghen
If you were here I'd give you a biscuit too.
KBB”
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